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So for those of you who don't know, actually, many of you wouldn't know this, but, aside from the suuppper freaky-deaky-nasty-raunchy-fantasy #123483272-- kinky--person that I am, I have a very spiritual side. Yes, I like dick and ass just as much as the next guy, but sexuality is only one part of the very complex person that makes up who I am.

A big part of who I am has everything to do with God. I love Him more than any guy, any dick, any sexual tangent. God is my homie! And people always say stuff like "how can you be a Christian when God hates gay people?" "How can you love God when He hates fags?" you know the usual "meow meow meow" crap that people like to say and picket-sign about. GOD DOES NOT HATE HOMOSEXUALS. Let's get that out first and foremost. And I'm not going to get into why He doesn't or why those FUCKING idiots are wrong and should burn in the same Hell they're so quick to send everyone else to...

See, I'm also a Minister. Full blown "can I get an Amen" type. And I was having a conversation with my Pastor today about this really controversial thing going on downtown. One of the churches in our jurisdiction is going to allow a same-sex couple to be wed next month. And my Pastor and a few of the surrounding church leaders (among my 20 year old self) were among a group discussing this topic. Everyone has there "omg, this is terrible" face on. When it came time for me to voice my opinion, I told them that I love God just as much as the next Bible Thumper, but you'll NEVER catch me outside of a church with a picket-signs b/c I'll be the one inside asking "you may now kiss your husband..."

Granted, my pastor, who'm is also my older cousin, knows all about me being gay. But he says I can out-preach most of the pastors in the league and plus I'm not "all loud about it" as he says, so he doesn't make a big deal of it. I did ruffle a few feathers and I even got into it with a few deacons, but I stood my ground. And I usually try my BEST to avoid Bible-Arguments b/c nobody can win, but I had to let them mofos have it. And I'm not even gonna go into what was said, just know that by the time I was done, NOBODY wanted to rally outside the church anymore...

...so just know that you've got one guy (me) on the inside walls of the church speaking up for us ;)


Enjoy the pics and thanks for letting me rant/rave as usual! love you guys and gals.

Another Fantasy of Mine!

I've been HELLA horny lately; craving some strong black daddy dick... my bf is good and all, but he's my age, you know? Every now and then I want an older male; remember the dad from that disney show Smart Guy? When I was like 11 or 12, I used to fantasize about him; still do! Should I share the fantasy with yall??? The minor details can be filled-in with your imagination, but here's the gist of it:

I come over to my friend's house after school to help study for some test or something. My friend is completely oblivious to the fact that I'm only EVER coming over his house because I have the hugest crush on his fiiiinneeee ass daddy (the dad from Smart Guy). So we're studying in my friend's room and for whatever reason, he has to leave the house for about an hour or so but tells me to stay behind and finish the homework. So as he leaves, I realize I'm finally all alone w/ his dad so I go patroling the house looking for him.

I walk past the bathroom and his dad has the door wide open, taking the sexiest shower you ever did see. And I stand there, drooling, dick hard as hell, and he takes his head from under the shower and sees me standing there.

He comes out the shower, smelling clean and masculine and my dick is damn near spitting precum. He grabs a towel, walks over to me and asks me to dry him off. I take the towel and go for his chest first. Slowly drying him off, in marvel of his banging body. Then he takes my hands and pulls them down to his dick and I start handling it. I get down on my knees, giving him a sloppy blowjob w/plenty of slurps and gags. He's moaning; telling me he sees how I watch him, how I look at him. One hand on the back of my head, his other hand slowly playing w/his nipples until they're stiff and hard.

Then the stands me up; french kissing me real deep and takes me by the hand and leads me into his bedroom.
Takes a 10 inch, charcoal-black dildo w/a golden vibrating head on it (those are the BEST) and begins to play w/ my ass while he's eating it out like a thanksgiving turkey! Then he lays me on my back, holds my legs up in the air and slowly, really slowly, get-some-more-lube-slowly---inching his thick dick inside me and it feels so. damn. good.

He's fucking me in all kinds of positions and he asks me where I want him to bust at. I tell him to cum inside me and he does. Then he flips me over--face down, ass up--licking all the cum from out of me. Then he flips me back over, plays w/my nipples, fingers me and sucks me off until I bust all over my belly. Ofcourse he licks it all up and we do a lil snowballing.

Then, it's back to the shower so we can stay clean while getting dirty for the second time...

BTW, AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO FOUND THE "DAD FROM SMART GUY" SEXY???

...and does my friend ever come back from whatever errand he had to run? Hell, idk...


Wow, lol, thank yall for reading and letting my (teensy tiny, itty bitty, teeny weeny) freaky colors show every now and then. Love yall!

COMMENTS PLEASE!!


--Cogito





BIG UPS TO ALL THE NEW FOLLOWERS!!!

Enjoy the pics!

Take it or leave it!

I don't have too much to say in this post. Just roll with me, k? I'm the textbook description of a yo-yo dieter. I can stay on a diet, so long as I'm not hungry. Which means, I break it every 4-6 hours ;) I just love food, sue me! And I'm not a "big dude", I'm not even "chubby". Most (embarrassingly fem) guys like to mask their weight by saying their "thick", but to be considered as such, you must be... beefy, that's me. I'm beefy; I have SOLID weight on me (in all the right places).

I try to tell my best friend all the time that girls aren't the only ones that go through weight-issues. Especially when the ideal guy in today's age is considered Tall, 12-packed and drop-dead gorgeous. But what about me? I may wake up one day and think "eh... I could stand to lose 10 or 15 lbs" and other days I'm like "daaaammmnnnn!!! I gotta ROCKIN body!"

So I'm halfway from the gym today and I have the sudden epiphany: what the hell am I doing this for? My doctor says I have a healthy weight on me, and my boo loves the extra meat on my bones, so why am I on my way to the gym as if I'm programmed to do so? That's when I realized: damn it, this is me, take it or leave it! It's not to say that I won't still work out, because I feel good while I'm doing it, but I promise myself that from now on, I'm going to work out and diet because it's what I want to do and not because I feel like I have to fit into a certain body-shape/weight.

So, tonight's pics are in honor of the thick dudes! To whom I prefer over skinny guys any day! Remember the show Gumby back in the day? All tall and skinny? yeah, I'll let you guys handle that, give me a thick-em anyday!!! (thanks for reading my rant!)

--Cogito

Formspring.me/CogitoEroSum hit me up!!!

For those who don't know, Formspring.com is this lil website where you can ask people (assuming they have an account w/formspring) questions anonymously or otherwise. Just go to Formspring.me/CogitoEroSum and ask me aaannnyytthhing you ever wanted to ask me and I'll answer as truthfully as I can. <3 love you guyz (and galz).

Okay, a few posts back I asked you all if you knew any good porn sites; I got plenty of feedback and I've narrowed my Phallus down to BlackBreeders.com. The site looks HELLA promising, but I just wish they had free downloads. Video on Demand is great, but what if I'm away from my WiFi and I want to bust a quick nut? idk, so, I guess I'll still be searching around until my cheap ass decides to subscribe. Have any of you been there? What's your opinion of it?  do you get a good stretch of your dollar? Lol, you think this is bad, you should see me in the grocery store; I'm the cheapest person you know! smh!

In other news... why have I been so horny lately? Seriously! Every poem I write lately gets hella kinky by the third stanza. I guess it's b/c I haven't had any in like a week. My dude has been in Chicago with his dad on some family emergency-type stuff. Granted, he's sent me a few dick pics on some "as soon as I get back..." stuff ;) but still, I'm not even used to jackin' off w/o him on my nipples or something! Lol, I'm spoiled! But, he'll be back in a few days so, Xtube, Pornhub, Blogger, looks like I'm masturbating like some high school freshman sex-deprived virgin. Real talk. Anywho, ya'll know I tend to ramble...


Enjoy the pics!

Update on my Dating :)

So I've been recieving a few requests to give an update on how me and my guy are doing together. For those who don't know, he's DL, totally masculine, and is quite petrified at the thought of someone finding out he's attracted to the same sex. It's crazy because he's not actually even sexually attracted to women at all, but he feels like he has to keep up appearances so he has a few chicks on the side who he "kicks it" with. Which is completely odd to me; if I don't like women, why the HELL would I string them along as if I did?

Anyway, I think in the last post, I was talking about how we're going pretty well. I finally convinced him to come with me to like a movie or something and we had a great night. That was the night we decided I was going to try and break him in as a bottom ;) yeah...it sounds good... imagine a series of grunts, "damn, hold up, hold up...stop", more grunts, and a big ole "FUCK IT!" --that's how that turned out! I told him to just let me worry about all the dick riding from here on out ;) 'cuz he's not good at it. And its such a shame because he has a STUPID Badonkadonk ass! omg, when I put him face down, ass up and start eating him, it's like...thanksgiving turkey...christmas ham...birthday cake... it's delicious! Lol, you know I can go kinky really quickly, right?

Since that night, we've just been pretty mellow and just kicking it. This semester at school has been crazy so we find ourselves having to "make time" with each other. But, we're making it work. We had a bit of a fall-out because one of his chicks called my phone and was trying to talk maaajoor shit (my number is saved in his phone under a girl's name) and I guess she thought I was some hoodrat trying to "take her man". Ghetto, I know. She doesn't even realize that he only fucks with her like twice a month and when he does, it's only for head. And I told him I'm not putting my lips no where NEAR his dick so long as another bitch is on it. Trust, he cut ties w/them hoes REAAAALLL quick after that! He know I got that good-good ;)

Other than that, eh'... we have our ups and downs, but, nothing worthy of breaking up...

Enjoy the pics yall!

For the newer followers who don't know, him and I "race" to see who can cum first to a few pics. Whoever wins gets to pick which picture I post first for the night's blog post... I won tonight! So, enjoy the spoils of my labor!

--Cogito