Sunday, November 20, 2016

Straight Guy Problems

Hey ya'll! This post is kinda lengthy but I really need to get this out... (sidenote: checkout my nigga Cold Phoenix's return with his most recent post (click here) and tell 'em Cogito sent ya'!)

So I've been hanging with this straight guy and his girl for a while now. I knew him from a few years back when we both lived up North, we had crossed paths a few times at venues and whatnot. I found out he moved really close to where I live now and we linked up earlier this summer, really hit it off, and have been hanging pretty much every weekend since.

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't initially attracted to him way back in the day, or even that I didn't feel some residual type of way once we reconnected. What I will say is that as we've gotten to know each other, I slowly but surely lost sexual attraction to him. Once we became actual close friends, I have developed a very strong fraternal bond with him on my end, but I think he's starting to feel some other way...

Last weekend, I was in the neighborhood and texted him to let him know I was about 20 minutes away from his house. He didn't respond so I texted his girl too, just for that extra receipt. Neither one had texted back by the time I pulled up so I figured he just saw my text and unlocked the door like he usually does.

This time, however, the door was locked and his very startled-looking gf came rushing downstairs to unlock. I walk into the living room and am introduced to their friend (let's call her Tasha from Power), apparently this 3LW chick was their co-worker. We were hastily introduced and I kinda just sat there and slowly started realizing that I totally just walked in and interrupted something. But hell, this they shit where they pay the rent, so I thought nothing of it.

10-15 minutes after being there, I accidentally called this bitch Tasha to her face and I assumed that's why she up and left as quick as she did. Whatever.

Later on that night, me and dude were on our way to the liquor store to start pre-gaming for the night. You know how you just look up and realize you and your passenger are just sorta riding in silence with no music on? I'm looking out the passenger window, halfway asking myself again wtf I walked into earlier, when dude turns to me and randomly asks about my views on polygamy.

I told him that I'd written papers about it before but that was pretty much it; he asked if I ever thought about being a polygamist. I told him no...

He told me that he's thinking of dabbling in it. And that right before I came knocking, him, his chick and Tasha were about to get it popping. His girl, like many women, has always had a fantasy about being with another woman and was hot and ready to scissor 3LW right when I pulled up. I told him my bad, and that we need to just come up with a code-word or something to let me know yall doing some real nigga shit, like just tell me to go to White Castle or something and come back, I'm perfectly fine with that.

He laughed and told me the reason Tasha left is because she was wet af and couldn't take just sitting there. I told him I could kinda tell something was bout to pop off by the way he hugged her goodbye.

Then this nigga asks me how I would've felt if some shit popped off while I was present.

I told him I can't stop them from doing a damn thing in their own house, but to just shoot me a warning text or sumn when ya'll bout to turn into that swinger episode on Martin.

We laughed, got some Crown Royal and a dub sack, and that was that conversation...

I think this nigga tryna steal my draws, ya'll.

I'm conflicted because, all in all, I kinda do have feelings for him, and he's expressed to me before on a few occasions that I mean something special to him. The biggest problem for me is that he has a girl, and the second problem being that I'm not in the business of turning niggas out.

Help!
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 Music, you say?

Butterflies -- Dej Loaf
Hey There -- Dej Loaf ft. Future
I'm ready to live in my truth and admit I like Hands Free -- Keke Palmer
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Enjoy the pics and puh-leeeeeze help a nigga with this conundrum. (excuse any typos)
-_Cogito
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Friday, September 30, 2016

Test

Hey ya'll! My month has been crazy and I don't even have too much time for a post but I wanted to bless yall right quick with some vids right quick.


-_Cogito
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Sunday, August 28, 2016

So How Do I Stop Thinking with My Dick?

Hey ya'll! First off, I HATE that summer 2016 is ending soon. I've had a blast this summer just taking a break from booking shows and just traveling to and from enjoying my family. My lil bro came up for about a month and within that small amount of time, I realized how much I needed my brother close to me. He reminded me to keep focused on my focus and stop being such a bitch.

Which is JUST what I needed.

I'm ready to get back focused and knock out this semester starting tomorrow.

I've been driving back and forth out of town for this gig I'm in and I just knew my gay apps would be buzzing so I went ahead and deleted my profile pics on that first night. While doing so, a few guys had slid into my DMs.

You know how it goes. You weed through the guys you like and dislike, and reply accordingly.

The problem is that there are times when a mofo might catch me in a moment and, though I'm sure I'd never  actually hook up with said gentleman caller, my dick has a completely different idea. It's like a heat-seeking missile will go off in my pants and I be *thiiiiissss* close to replying to some messages.  
My question is, is this normal?

Have you ever looked up and randomly started getting a woody at something that normally wouldn't turn you on?
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Music, you say?
I'm Coming Back -- Lalah Hathaway 
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Enjoy the pics!
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Saturday, July 23, 2016

Niggas' Revenge

In 2001, two LEGENDARY black gay porn stars (and power couple at one point) Bobby Blake and Flex-Deon Blake star in an infamous interracial fetish porno titled "Niggas Revenge," in which

Three skinheads yell racial slurs at a triumvirate of black men who then proceed to lock the skinheads in cages, piss and spit on them, beat them up, and sexually degrade and violate them. To check out the full description click here

To each, his own. That's wayyyy more hardcore than I'm into.

However, I do enjoy a good interracial porn scene. Even white-on-white porn. Hell, I've posted before about my 3 favorite white gay porn stars.

White folk, we have to talk. Because I've been so abhorred by the bullshit lately to the point where I can't even watch interracial porn anymore. The other day, I was in the mood and a this one vid with a white top/black bottom on Xtube caught my eye.

A few minutes into the video, I realized that I wasn't really able to concentrate watching it. I'd get a few good strokes in, then start drifting off in my mind about things far removed from anything remotely sexual or pornographic.

I just wasn't turned on, but didn't know why.

Then it hit me. As I watched the black sub on his knees servicing his white master, I suddenly realized what my problem was:

I realized I was borderline disgusted at the fact that a black man in 2016 was somewhere on his knees literally sucking a WHITE MAN'S dick.

I was completely turned off. And have been that way ever since.
I know it may sound kinda weird, but I just...can't right now.
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Music, you say?
Kiss it Better -- Rihanna
Fuck for Free -- Drake
Hey There -- Dej Loaf ft. Future
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(excuse any typos, I'm high af)
Enjoy the pics!
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Thursday, June 23, 2016

Hoe Season!

So, it's Hoe Season, my favorite time of the year.

Idk if it's the heat, or what, but a nigga has been like, EXTRA horny lately. So much in fact that I recanted my statements regarding the superficiality of dating apps, because dick.

I met this reallllly cute ass fem nigga on Jack'D.

He's like 5'7", light skinned, medium-length hair, 6.5 dick and as thoroughbred ass on him!

We talked briefly when I had my first Jack'D profile but I deleted it back in like January of this year, and lost contact with him.

I live in a small town and, a few weeks ago, ended up running into him at Dollar General. We totally recognized one another, but didn't say anything.

He was looking RIGHT and I decided there and then that I would be giving him the BUSINESS next time fate causes our paths to cross.

I made a new Jack'D account last weekend and, lo and behold, this nigga slid right on into my DM.

He said he saw me at the store and was going to say something to me but didn't know how I would take it. I told him yeah he def could've.

Long story short, we met up at my place. Played a few rounds of Mortal Kombat, and then proceeded to my bedroom.

Did I mention that he's a fem top? Now, I know that may not be everybody's cup of tea, but those who've been reading me for years knows that I have a weakness for fem boys. AND he had some good dick!

I finally found me a nigga to THOT with all summer, so let the fun begin!

How's your summer been so far?

Stay tuned, ya'll, I'm making a Twitter for this blog soon! <3 nbsp="" p="">-------------------------
Music, you say?
Kiss it Better -- Rihanna
Needed Me -- Rihanna
Dirty Sprite -- Future
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-_Cogito
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Sunday, May 29, 2016

Rico Cane

Hey ya'll! I found this hot mufucka a while back and have been meaning to post about this gorgeous nigga Rico Cane. What's not to love? He's a tall slice of cheesecake-colored beefcake with a masculine physique and alluring eyes. He has a few sets of pictures on a handful of muscle-hunk themed production studios and even has an awesome solo jerk video that truly blesses my entire soul every time I see it Click here to check it out
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Life is...ok right now. I just turned 26 two months ago and for some reason, I've been like, EXTRA horny.

It kinda feels like I just entered my prime. I haven't any sex AT ALL this year and I think it's about time I pull out my Hoe Card and activate it. Stay tuned!
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Music, you say?
Biggie -- Unbelievable
Phil Perry -- Forever
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Enjoy the pics!
-_Cogito
Capricornaries@hotmail.com








Saturday, April 30, 2016

Save the Roaches!

So April was a very tough month for me. I had to take a HUGE financial loss and am just now starting to get back on my feet. Life sucks sometimes.

Up until today, I haven't been able to afford any weed for the last 5 days.

But yesterday night while I was cleaning out my closet, where I keep my stash, I suddenly remembered that I had a pill bottle with like 4 "roaches" in it.

I sparked the four of them up and had a nice lil buzz going.

To all my weed smokers reading this, you know how handy a weed roach comes when you're in a clutch!

Whilst smoking said roaches, I started thinking to myself of all the other rough patches in my life and how strong they made me. I know that is a cliche statement, but sometimes, it's good to be reminded of where you came from, all the BS you've endured, and all the lessons they taught you.

Maybe I CAN do this, after all!
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Music, you say? (I've been getting into Biggie lately)
Gimme the Loot -- Biggie Smalls
Kick in the Door -- Biggie Smalls
10 Crack Commandments -- Biggie Smalls
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Enjoy the pics!
-_Cogito
Capricornaries@hotmail.com