Thursday, August 7, 2014

Stud Muffin

So...there's this girl....let's call her...CC.

CC is 27, gorgeous light skin, about 210 lbs, natural hair afro, and is always dressed to the nines.
When she talks, her alto voice has a slow drawl that makes you listen to whatever she's saying. Oh, plus, she's a rapper in my city. She's one of those--Mose Def, Common, Tribe Called Quest--kind of conscious artist. She's got hella talent and can even sing real good!

It's not that she's a stud. She's just...masculine. I know for a fact that she's been getting dicked down by this one dude I used to go to school with, so I know she at least is into men.

For the past few months, we've been kicking it in the same circle of friends and talking to each other at parties or whatever, we've got really great energy together.

At first, I could't quite put my finger on why I was so...intrigued by her. Knowing that my dick refuses to get hard for pussy, I thought I was just tripping last week when I saw her and she was looking kinda...good.

10 minutes ago, I suddenly realized why I feel this way...

I, Cogito, have a legitimate, totally sincere crush on a woman.

It's crazy! Like...she has this masculine energy but still maintains her tomboyish behavior with her feminine ways. As a lover of fem gays myself, I think that CC has the perfect balance of what I'm looking for.

But hell, I'll never try to get with her.

What in God's green FUCK would we do together? Lol! She's gonna bone me with a strap-on and I'm gonna call her daddy? Hell naw...

But it does kinda make me...curious.

By the way, check out this hot ass xtube vid ((click here) by my dude Immanuel over at Dlconfessionssequel.com click here))

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Mother and Father -- The Broods

Wrote a Song about you Last Night -- Mnek

Gravity -- John Mayer

XO -- John Mayer (Beyonce Cover)

Wrong Side of a Love Song -- Melanie Fiona (sp?)

(excuse any typos)
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Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Booth #9

Earlier this summer, around the end of May, my family (on my dad's side) visited the Smoky Mountains in Gatlinburg, TN for a family reunion cabin retreat. It was lovely.

When we got back to Louisville, KY three or four days later, I decided to stay a few more days before returning back to Michigan b/c I wanted to kick it with some old friends, get some good ole' fashioned southern fried nigga, and just enjoy myself.

On that Sunday before I left, I decided to hit up that sex store again from last year's post "My First Gloryhole (click here)".I remembered that Sunday nights were their gay nights.

Around 11 pm, I took a quick shower, threw on some old clothes, and headed out.

After they buzzed me in, I had my $10 ready to pay for admittance into the XXX  Theater  room.

They were playing some Twink-themed porn movie on the big screen and there was about...like, 10 guys sitting in the audience.

After I found my spot on a leather sofa in the back left corner of the room, I settled in and started rubbing my dick in my sweatpants, as was everyone else, other than the few who just blatantly had their dicks out.

The twinks on the big screen were sub par and it was the first time where I really noticed the lack of an ethnic presence within mainstream gay porn (which is an entirely OTHER post I'll be writing soon).

After I came back from edging in one of the private booths for a while, an average looking mature black guy (he had to be like...35?), took my place on the sofa so I sat on the other end.

One thing led to another. Hands were groping inside
of pants, nipples were being played with...it was getting kinda steamy... (plus, I could smell that he, too, was an avid fan of washing his balls before going out in public).

He asked if I wanted to get a booth and I said yeah. He whispered in my ear, telling me to meet him in booth #9 in like 5 minutes.

After my woody had gone down, I got up to meet him in the private booth area.

On my way out the theater door, I saw this tall black dude banging this short lil' asian dude over by the couches up against the wall. Another black/light skinned guy standing off on the side, watching them and jacking off.

When I made it to the booth, me and him did what we came to do, naturally. No penetration, but his oral game was on point. He kept putting his hand over my mouth to muffle my moans, which only turned me on even more.

When it was my turn, I got down there and was about to introduce his balls to my chin, until I noticed that he was uncut!

I felt like ole girl in that stabby Pyscho shower scene (click here) !!

But it was cool, though. I polished him up real well and we exchanged numbers and stuff...

We've been lightweight texting back and forth since then... I'm making one last trip to Louisville next month for another family function so I'm  definitely  gonna' hit him up for round 2 and possibly go all the way next time...

...So, whadya' know? Cogito officially has hoes in different area codes!
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Music, you say?

Casanova Brown -- Teena Marie (Click Here)

Superpower -- Beyonce Ft. Frank Ocean (Click Here)

After Hours -- Gemi Fly (Click Here)

At Your Best -- MNEK (cover remix) (Click Here)

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Excuse any typos!

-_Cogito
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Sunday, June 22, 2014

The Art of Hiding Porn

When I was 16, we lived in a house with a finished basement. My dad turned it into his "man cave", with a pool table, xbox, big screen, microwave/deep freezer, etc. He also built my room down there so it was all a 16 year old boy could ever ask for.

I could hear people's footsteps and tell whether or not they were walking towards the basement door and, if so, had more than enough time to exit out of any porn sites on the family computer, or take the dvd out of the xbox, etc.

On days when I decided to skip school, I'd wait for him and my stepmom to go to work, and my other siblings to go to school, and I'd have the whole house to myself.

The first thing I always did was raid my dad's room for porn.
He'd have stacks of "bootleg" DVDs with no cases... I had my favorites:

Bootytalk Vol. 63
Asian Chicks and Big Black Dicks
Spinal Tap
Oops All Anal

In retrospect, these were where I was first introduced to some of my favorite (straight) black porn stars such as: Mr. Marcus, John E. Depth, Brian Pumper, Wesley Pipes, Rico Strong...

After he found my first stash hidden at the bottom of my dresser drawer, I had to get creative and, through trial and error, eventually found the PERFECT hiding spot.

Our basement ceiling was made of those panels you could lift up and remove so I hid my stash in the upper right hand corner by the big screen speakers.

The hiding spot was so good, in fact, that when I made this last trip to Louisville earlier this summer (as seen in the "In Memoriam" post click here), I realized that I never even retrieved them before moving out a few years ago.

Lo and behold! Turns out that they were still there after all this time!

In the morning, when I was giving my dad a final goodbye hug before I hit the highway back up north, I told him that I'd left him a gift downstairs on the pool table.

Halfway on my way towards Michigan, my dad sent me a text:

"Better late than never!".
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Where were some places you hid your smut as a teen?
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These days, I save all of my downloads to a password-protected external hard drive at the end of each month.
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Music, you say?
Partition -- Beyonce (Explicit Music Video)

Cold as Hell -- Marvelous 3

Este Noche -- Azealia Banks

End of Time -- Shakkapella (Beyonce Cover)
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-_Cogito
Capricornaries@hotmail.com