Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Hot Rod, Ace Rockwood, Mr. Cali, and Jovonnie

Hey ya'll! So I recently asked my lil bro to give me four black gay porn stars to rate. Naturally, he picked guys that I don't see it for,  but I'll still give a whack at it.

Hot Rod
Personally, I'm not a fan. At all. No stranger to controversy, I've heard tales of Hot Rod being an extremely difficult model to work with. He's also spoken in interviews about his (alleged) butt injections, his beef with Trapp Boy (one of my favs), and has long since retired from porn. Any attraction I did have for Hot Rod dissipated when I watched this Dr. Phil ass clip of his ex boyfriend and fellow porn star Angyl Valentino (who I also don't see it for), crying about how terrible their relationship was. Neither of my heads can see past his personal life and I just can't ever get "into" a scene with Hot Rod in it. Click Here  to watch his interview with TheSkorpionShow.

Ace Rockwood
Fun Fact: I CANNOT be turned on by porn stars that resemble family members or people I know in real life. Ace has certainly contributed to the industry and has a great reputation for the most part. The only reason I can't fuck with him is because he looks SO MUCH like my favorite YouTube Vlogger Kid Fury. Like, they could be brothers almost. So while I can't say anything too negative about Ace, I CAN say that I'll never find him sexually attractive.

Mr. Cali
Maybe I've been living under a rock. Because I had NO idea this nigga even existed until today. I've checked out a few of his scenes and he's quite the stallion. I can def see myself getting into him a lot more. But only from the neck, down. He kinda looks like Tickle-Me Elmo to me. :/

Jovonnie
When I started collecting porn way back in 2009, there was this scene with Jovonnie and his boyfriend at the time (City Boi) fucking in the shower at a YMCA or something. To this day, that scene is one of my favorite EVER in my entire collection thus far. Aside from that, I don't care for his work in these past few years.
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Music, you say?
Your Lips Are Mine -- Eyeflash
Colorblind -- Eyeflash
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Excuse any typos! Enjoy the pics!
-_Cogito
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Sunday, December 20, 2015

A Tale of Two Gay Siblings

So first off, a nigga had to gon' head n' just delete that whole "YouTube" channel thing I tried to make happen. I look crazy af in those vids and plus, it totally just outted my blog to someone in my personal life.

Let me explain.

My younger brother of 5 years, Rome, is the 5'12",230 lbs, darker-skinned version of me, with a few extra spoonfuls of sugar.

Growing up, our dad was the typical asshole who spoke openly of his disgust for homosexuals and that none of us better not turn out "that way" because he's not raising any faggots. 

Where I was constantly questioning my sexuality and ashamed of being me, Rome never really seemed to give a fuck. He's always been himself no matter what, and I really admire that quality in him.

 Luckily, we're blessed to have a family where our sexuality is no issue whatsoever.

 In fact, our ENTIRE family would jump to our defense when our dad was out of line. These days, our father is working on repairing his relationships with us and is learning how to separate his love for us from the lifestyles he disagrees with.

 Rome and I got a chance to reconnect this past Thanksgiving in Chicago (we smoked weed the WHOLE time and it was EVERYTHING). We're so much alike and anytime we're together, it's bound to be a good night.

Knowing how much he looks up to me makes me want to be a more responsible gay man, if that makes sense.

He was perusing YouTube the other day and came across my page. I trust him enough to keep my blog secret, but beyond him, NO ONE in my personal life can EVER know about my blog. So I just deleted that shit. Too risky.

This post is dedicated to the biggest lil' brother I could ask for.

Are you the only (out) gay person in your family? Do tell! 
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Music, you say?
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 Excuse any typos and enjoy the pics! 
-_Cogito
Capricornaries@hotmail.com





















Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Samctuary

Hey ya'll! Life has been sooooo fucking crazy busy right now.

I'm finally settled into my new environment, finally getting the hang of this whole "Grad School" thing, and even have 1.5 potential boo's I'm currently spitting game to.

Life is far from good. But I've certainly felt worse before. Right now I'm just having fun.

After 25 years of living with people, me living alone in my first apartment now is EXACTLY what I needed to start my new life out here in this world. You know what I love most about my apartment?

I, alone, can have:
My weed. (I'm currently high as balls right now, mind you)
MY snacks.
MY Xbox.
MY fleshlight
My Netflix
MY MONEY

And I don't have to share with nooooooo one! Don't have to hear my name being called every 20 gotdamn seconds from someone in the other room, NOBODY asks me where I'm going when I leave out the door, and most of all, it's PEACEFUL HERE.

This is my sanctuary.
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Music, you say?
Cocoa Butter Kisses -- Chance the Rapper (and 10 million other niggas I'm not finna name)
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Enjoy the pics! (excuse any typos)
-_Cogito
Capricornaries@hotmail.com



















Friday, October 23, 2015

Where is Your Spot?

Checkout my latest youtube vid! (click here)

Just in case you ever want to melt me like a cheap dollar store candle,

Breathe on the left of my neck, and tongue it.

GOOD. GOLLY.

I love that!

The other night, a guy that I've been "talking to" for a while since I moved here 2 months ago, have been chilling together.

He's 6'11", 180 lbs, 8/10 masculine, deep dark chocolate complexion, and a 9" dick that he knows how to sling like a pro.

He just turned 24. I"m 25.

Unfortunately, when our paths crossed for the first time, he told me that he'll be moving away by the end of this October 2015.

I said I wasn't going to catch feelings for him. But I have. And judging by his overall vibe, he's not really all that into me like that.

Cool beans. We're both adults here. If this is just "one of those things", then so be it.

I know I'm gonna miss that tongue game though.

What about you? Where's your "spot"?
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Music, you say?

Hollow -- Eryn Allen Kane
Sea Salt -- Quadron
Israel (Sparring) -- Chance the Rapper, Ft. Noname Gyspy
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Enjoy the pics!
Checkout my latest youtube vid! (click here)
-_Cogito
Capricornaries@hotmail.com