Thursday, September 18, 2014

Follow Me, Follow Back!

Just real quick...

Okay, so, I'm about to start actually caring about my other online blogs/accounts. I've always kinda buzzed around some of the popular sites but, other than Facebook, haven't really been "into" anything. Well, it's time to do what all the other cool kids are doing.

Follow me on the sites below and I'll be sure to follow back! I'm still getting the hang of them so bear with me while I get this shit together... And hit me up on 'em too!

I'm also going to make a Soundcloud voiceblog too.

(I called myself tryna take a selfie with this bright as sunlight, lol. How's it look?).

Friday, September 12, 2014

Life After College

So...On the 22nd of this month, I will have completed the final course in my BA program and become a c/o 2014 graduate!

I've never not been a student. Straight from high school in 2008, after dicking around a community college for 2.5, I decided to start taking my academics seriously so I switched to a private university and entered the program for my major in 2012. 

Fast-forward to today' date. The man I was back in 2008 is completely different from the one writing this very blog post. Not just academically. 

I've matured. Though I've got the love life of a trashy romance novel, the many times I've fallen in and out of love--has made me a better lover. 

I can now surrender myself to someone without losing "me" in the process. 

Taking care of my grandmother after she got sick, it has taught me that true love is selfless, unconditional, enduring, crazy at times, but always worth it. 

I've realized that you only treat people as good as you think their value is.  

I've gotten to know God on a level so personal that His love is what sustains me on those...quiet, restless nights where loneliness and confusion threaten to swallow me whole. 

Maliika has taught me the healing power of friendship. You might remember her from the A Broken Hallelujah (click here) post. 

I've learned not to measure myself by someone else's ruler. 

I want to take this growth with me as I move out into the real world. I want to look back at 2012, the most trying year of my adult life, and remind myself of how strong I was in the weakest of moments. 

I want to BE somebody, damn it! 

At the same time, I also don't want to move too fast. I'm ready to leave my hometown, but not until I'm supposed to. Wherever the wind blows, I'll try my damndest to trust the process. 

It kinda feels like my entire life, up to this point, has been on "pause". 

I don't know what music I'll hear when I finally press "play". But whatever the song...God, me, and you fine folk, will sing it together. 

*whew* I cried all through writing this post. I feel so much better. 

...any tips? How did you adjust to life after college?
The music I played while writing this post: 

On the Ocean -- by K'Jon

Irons in the Fire -- Teena Marie

Never See Me Again -- Alicia Keys

All My Life -- KC and JoJo
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Thursday, August 7, 2014

Stud Muffin

So...there's this girl....let's call her...CC.

CC is 27, gorgeous light skin, about 210 lbs, natural hair afro, and is always dressed to the nines.
When she talks, her alto voice has a slow drawl that makes you listen to whatever she's saying. Oh, plus, she's a rapper in my city. She's one of those--Mose Def, Common, Tribe Called Quest--kind of conscious artist. She's got hella talent and can even sing real good!

It's not that she's a stud. She's just...masculine. I know for a fact that she's been getting dicked down by this one dude I used to go to school with, so I know she at least is into men.

For the past few months, we've been kicking it in the same circle of friends and talking to each other at parties or whatever, we've got really great energy together.

At first, I could't quite put my finger on why I was so...intrigued by her. Knowing that my dick refuses to get hard for pussy, I thought I was just tripping last week when I saw her and she was looking kinda...good.

10 minutes ago, I suddenly realized why I feel this way...

I, Cogito, have a legitimate, totally sincere crush on a woman.

It's crazy! Like...she has this masculine energy but still maintains her tomboyish behavior with her feminine ways. As a lover of fem gays myself, I think that CC has the perfect balance of what I'm looking for.

But hell, I'll never try to get with her.

What in God's green FUCK would we do together? Lol! She's gonna bone me with a strap-on and I'm gonna call her daddy? Hell naw...

But it does kinda make me...curious.

By the way, check out this hot ass xtube vid ((click here) by my dude Immanuel over at click here))

Mother and Father -- The Broods

Wrote a Song about you Last Night -- Mnek

Gravity -- John Mayer

XO -- John Mayer (Beyonce Cover)

Wrong Side of a Love Song -- Melanie Fiona (sp?)

(excuse any typos)
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Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Booth #9

Earlier this summer, around the end of May, my family (on my dad's side) visited the Smoky Mountains in Gatlinburg, TN for a family reunion cabin retreat. It was lovely.

When we got back to Louisville, KY three or four days later, I decided to stay a few more days before returning back to Michigan b/c I wanted to kick it with some old friends, get some good ole' fashioned southern fried nigga, and just enjoy myself.

On that Sunday before I left, I decided to hit up that sex store again from last year's post "My First Gloryhole (click here)".I remembered that Sunday nights were their gay nights.

Around 11 pm, I took a quick shower, threw on some old clothes, and headed out.

After they buzzed me in, I had my $10 ready to pay for admittance into the XXX  Theater  room.

They were playing some Twink-themed porn movie on the big screen and there was, 10 guys sitting in the audience.

After I found my spot on a leather sofa in the back left corner of the room, I settled in and started rubbing my dick in my sweatpants, as was everyone else, other than the few who just blatantly had their dicks out.

The twinks on the big screen were sub par and it was the first time where I really noticed the lack of an ethnic presence within mainstream gay porn (which is an entirely OTHER post I'll be writing soon).

After I came back from edging in one of the private booths for a while, an average looking mature black guy (he had to be like...35?), took my place on the sofa so I sat on the other end.

One thing led to another. Hands were groping inside
of pants, nipples were being played was getting kinda steamy... (plus, I could smell that he, too, was an avid fan of washing his balls before going out in public).

He asked if I wanted to get a booth and I said yeah. He whispered in my ear, telling me to meet him in booth #9 in like 5 minutes.

After my woody had gone down, I got up to meet him in the private booth area.

On my way out the theater door, I saw this tall black dude banging this short lil' asian dude over by the couches up against the wall. Another black/light skinned guy standing off on the side, watching them and jacking off.

When I made it to the booth, me and him did what we came to do, naturally. No penetration, but his oral game was on point. He kept putting his hand over my mouth to muffle my moans, which only turned me on even more.

When it was my turn, I got down there and was about to introduce his balls to my chin, until I noticed that he was uncut!

I felt like ole girl in that stabby Pyscho shower scene (click here) !!

But it was cool, though. I polished him up real well and we exchanged numbers and stuff...

We've been lightweight texting back and forth since then... I'm making one last trip to Louisville next month for another family function so I'm  definitely  gonna' hit him up for round 2 and possibly go all the way next time...

...So, whadya' know? Cogito officially has hoes in different area codes!
Music, you say?

Casanova Brown -- Teena Marie (Click Here)

Superpower -- Beyonce Ft. Frank Ocean (Click Here)

After Hours -- Gemi Fly (Click Here)

At Your Best -- MNEK (cover remix) (Click Here)

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Excuse any typos!