Wednesday, November 9, 2011

The World Just Got Smaller...

So... I mentioned Benny in a post a while back. He's the Public Safety Officer in one of my classes. We've got great chemistry and I get really good vibes from this guy. Actually, Rob is a bit jealous of this guy so for Halloween, he decided to dress as a Police Officer. Yes, it was really hot...

Now that you're up to speed.

This past Tuesday, our class was divided into two teams and had to do presentations. I'll spare you the details. All you need to know is that I did my THANG on that assignment! What can I say? I'm a freakin' savant...

After class, Benny struck up a conversation with me (he just wanted some face-time if you ask me). And after a little small talk, he finally says to me:

Benny: You know, we've met each other before, you and me... 
Me: ??? 
Benny: You know I also volunteer as a Paramedic, right? 
Me: ???? 
Benny: The week before this class started, you had an asthma attack over at your grandma's and I was one of the Paramedics that came. 
Me: (after thinking for a second)... Hmmm.... O wait! Are you the one who I told to "mind his damn business"??? 
Benny: That's me! 


(See, because they had the Oxygen mask on my face, they told me not to talk. They asked my grandmother to spell my name and she was so fucking frantic, she forgot how to spell it. And I say to her "you've known me for 21 years and you can't spell my NAME??? It's only 9 letters long!". And when I said that, we kinda got into an argument. Once the paramedics FINALLY got the point that I was NOT going to the E.R. with them (I just needed some Albuterol right quick), they packed up their equipment and were heading towards the door. The last Paramedic to leave out of the door turned around and says to me: "be nicer to your granny, man". To which I replied "mind you DAYUMN bidniss!" the rest is history).

Me: OMG!!! That is soooo embarrassing! Look, I was already pissed because I couldn't breathe. Granny and I go back and forth like that all the time. It's really harmless... 


Benny: I was like damn, he's FEISTY! 


Me: You don't know the half of it...


So when I get to my car, the first person I text is Rob, of course. Now he's even MORE on my case about this nigga. Like I said, I like to be honest in a relationship because I expect the same. And I'd hate for Rob to find out something like this after the fact. In reality, Benny is totally safe. He's fine as hell. But... I gotta man, ya know?
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Music, you say?

Ass -- Big Sean ft. Nikki Minaj

Rolling in the Deep -- Adele

End of the Road -- Boys II Men

U Got It Bad -- Usher

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--Cogito (capricornaries@hotmail.com)























Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Open Your Eyes!

Is it just me, or does the world seem much better when you're happy? I don't mean "happy" in the sense of you walking around with a big Chestercat smile on your face, or one of those annoying "balls of sunshine" happy-campers...

I mean "happy" in the sense of you knowing that you are absolutely content and/or satisfied with your life. Sure everything is not perfect, but it's far from being a nightmare. I'm having one of those days where I reflect on my life and for the first time I've realized that I'm... well... Grateful. For everything.

And when you're happy: food tastes better, water is wetter, (dick is better and ass is bigger), songs play louder, the world spins faster...

Okay, I'll stop talking like a bumper sticker...

But real talk: look at your life and ask yourself if it's really that damn bad? Keep in mind that someone, somewhere, would LOVE to be in your shoes. Hell, some people don't even have any feet to wear shoes in the first place...
#JustSayin
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I'll get off my soapbox. I just wanted to drop a lil sumthn on ya'...
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Music, you say?

A Fool For You -- Cee Lo Green and Melanie Fiona (because who hasn't been there?)

My First Love -- Avant and KeKe Wyatt (think back to your verrryyyy first love...)

Gone and Never Coming Back -- Melanie Fiona (I love her voice in this song)

Open Your Eyes -- Bobby Caldwell   -- (btw, I'm PISSED that nobody told me this song existed!)

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--Cogito

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Wednesday, October 26, 2011

I want the world to know...

So I came across this hella cool website that promotes and encourages people who are "in the closet" to come out as well as people who are already "out" to share their coming-out stories as well as offer advice on how to do it. I admire these guys n gals so much for their bravery to stand for what they believe, even at the expense of close relationships with family and loved ones. As I said a long long time ago, I was "out" before. But a whole lotta things happened and now I'm back in. I guess I'll do a post about it later. But I can identify all too well on the pressures of hiding who you are from your family. And what surprised me the most when I did come out was that the ones who I thought would go ape-shit about me being gay-- they were the most supportive and vice versa.

Eh. check the website out.

Iwanttheworldtoknow.org


Click this to watch a vid of Steven's coming out story. brains and beauty though? He's such a hunk...

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What else? um....
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Yeah so in my Leadership class, there's this black guy in there named Benny. And when Benny isn't busy gazing into my eyes in class, he's out keeping the mean streets safe. That's right. Benny is a Public Safety Officer. And a fucking damn hot one, at that!! I really, really, REALLY have to stay away from this one. He's got the body of... This guy below (minus that stupid face, and a bit darker, but the same bald head and he has a mustache).



Now don't get me wrong, my bae Rob is all the man I need. But a lil bit of eye candy is always nice. And on top of that, Benny is really feeling me. And this isn't something that I haven't already told Rob. He had a lil bit of an attitude at first but I'm like damn, at least you know you're not dating a "5"... So he's over it...

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What are you guys n gals doing for Halloween? Rob is throwing a costume party at the club and I really wanted to see him in his police-costume but I have to help host "Hallelujah Night" at church. *sighs* whatever. I just told Rob to keep that Cop Costume on for when I come over later on that night ;)

(he's totally being a police officer just because I told him about Benny... Kinda cute...)
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Music, you say?

Fell in Love with a Girl -- White Stripes -- cuz who hasn't been there?

Forever -- R. Kelly   -- MARRY ME!!!

Fix You -- Coldplay --- ...and I will try to fix you... #NuffSaid

Love on Top -- Beyonce ---  smh, let this woman be prego in peace! People claim she isn't pregnant? Who effin' cares? I don't...

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I've got some rather hot pics for ya'll tonight, so... enjoy!

Capricornaries@hotmail.com

--Cogito


































Music, you say?