My New Relationship

It's been what? Like 6 or 7 months that I've been sleeping alone?

I've been doing some introspect.

I feared becoming one of those crazy bitches that ALWAYS has to be in a relationship in order to validate their worth.

I feared that being single meant I was undesirable, unwanted, unloved..

And after so many months of being single with nobody trying to pursue me, I started to believe like maybe there IS something wrong with me...

For a while, there was this rain cloud of low self-esteem over my head...

Until I met him.

I had to go retake my school ID picture out on campus and since it's so far out of town, I decided to just make a day of it. I packed my laptop to suck up all of the free wi-fi I could while stuffing my face in the cafeteria.

Seeing people all Booed up in the Student Commons didn't help me any. Now I had to add Jealousy to my list of shit to work out.

Fuck it. I'm going to McDonalds...

Walking through the double doors, my eye caught the image of this guy in the double-window.

He was a cutie!

5'4"
around 210 lbs
dark skinned, light brown eyes
a well manicured high-top fade
All white Ralph Lauren v-neck t-shirt
these crazy blue jean sandals...

You know the rest:

Dude had swag.
I had a phone #.
Now he has it too.

We've been kicking it lately.

(okay, enough with the allegories. I'm dating my damn self. Until love comes back around, I'm in a fully committed relationship with that sexy bitch in my bathroom mirror).

('scuze any typos, I'm being lazy and don't feel like editing)

love ya!

-_Cogito
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Adorn -- Miguel

So Fly -- Elle Varner'

Body Party -- Ciara

1991 -- Azealia Banks

Jay-Z -- Lil Kim and Tiffany Foxx
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