Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Confession #1

In this vast universe that some call the Imagination, I wonder things...

I come from a family of very Macho-Men. My grandfather was a Veteran,
my uncles are all athletic, and my dad is an all-around man.

As I sit at the dinner table of our family reunion, the thought hits me
"Where the HELL did I come from?"
I'm feminine, I can't throw a football to save my life, and the only reason I joined my
8th grade football team was because I had a crush on the coach!

Of course I get chastised by my family members for being gay,
but I am glad that they at least accept me for who I am.
But sometimes, I want to be... "Masculine" whatever that may be...

anyone else feel this way?
I'm looking forward to comments...

1 comment:

  1. I like this post! It's a sweet story that you have shared, and yes... I feel the same. Although I'm not an all out screaming queen, I do have the tendency to be slightly camp at times although It's all natural. I dress fashionable (Not feminine) and look straight BUT! friends have told me that I Mince and that's what mainly gives me away!! I OFTEN WISH THAT I COULD JUST WALK NORMALLY. But hey ho... we are what we are and I wouldn't change my sexuality for the world. Love your BLOG btw. Black guys really do it for me too :O)

    All the best! jaiye x