I want the world to know...

So I came across this hella cool website that promotes and encourages people who are "in the closet" to come out as well as people who are already "out" to share their coming-out stories as well as offer advice on how to do it. I admire these guys n gals so much for their bravery to stand for what they believe, even at the expense of close relationships with family and loved ones. As I said a long long time ago, I was "out" before. But a whole lotta things happened and now I'm back in. I guess I'll do a post about it later. But I can identify all too well on the pressures of hiding who you are from your family. And what surprised me the most when I did come out was that the ones who I thought would go ape-shit about me being gay-- they were the most supportive and vice versa.

Eh. check the website out.

Iwanttheworldtoknow.org


Click this to watch a vid of Steven's coming out story. brains and beauty though? He's such a hunk...

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Yeah so in my Leadership class, there's this black guy in there named Benny. And when Benny isn't busy gazing into my eyes in class, he's out keeping the mean streets safe. That's right. Benny is a Public Safety Officer. And a fucking damn hot one, at that!! I really, really, REALLY have to stay away from this one. He's got the body of... This guy below (minus that stupid face, and a bit darker, but the same bald head and he has a mustache).

Now don't get me wrong, my bae Rob is all the man I need. But a lil bit of eye candy is always nice. And on top of that, Benny is really feeling me. And this isn't something that I haven't already told Rob. He had a lil bit of an attitude at first but I'm like damn, at least you know you're not dating a "5"... So he's over it...

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What are you guys n gals doing for Halloween? Rob is throwing a costume party at the club and I really wanted to see him in his police-costume but I have to help host "Hallelujah Night" at church. *sighs* whatever. I just told Rob to keep that Cop Costume on for when I come over later on that night ;)

(he's totally being a police officer just because I told him about Benny... Kinda cute...)
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Music, you say?

Fell in Love with a Girl -- White Stripes -- cuz who hasn't been there?

Forever -- R. Kelly   -- MARRY ME!!!

Fix You -- Coldplay --- ...and I will try to fix you... #NuffSaid

Love on Top -- Beyonce ---  smh, let this woman be prego in peace! People claim she isn't pregnant? Who effin' cares? I don't...

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I've got some rather hot pics for ya'll tonight, so... enjoy!

Capricornaries@hotmail.com

--Cogito

Music, you say?

Sweet N' Low

Something that has always annoyed me is the whole Down Low Brothers thing. I think the media portrays it as some really seedy, "football practice after dark" type of situation. I've seen plenty of movies where guys give there women AIDS or they ruin there (already crumbling) marriage, or something equally tragic. Don't get me wrong, these are some solid realities that often do happen.

But damn.

If Janet Jackson coughed one more time in "For Colored Girls" I was gonna scream. #JustSayin if you've seen the movie, then you know what I'm talking about.

For me, I... kinda like the adventure of noticing a guy, playing the "games" to see what's what, and finally bagging him in the sack (pun intended).

Not that I do this often. Before Rob and I, I had my share of flings, but I wasn't one of those creepers who loitered around the men's bathroom tryna make eye contact with you. Smh. Can't I piss in peace???

I guess what I'm trying to say is that there is still something... sexy, about "the chase".

When I look back at how Rob and I played so many games with each other, I kinda miss it. How he'd be gone for a week or something and I'd tell the bartender "tell Rob I said have a safe trip and I'll see him around"... Or I'll be on stage and Rob would send a drink my way and I'd give him that lil nod...

I know this ish sounds corny as hell. But it's that guessing element that I love.

Eh. Just my thoughts on it. I tend to look at things kinda cynical sometimes...

What's your take on it?
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What? It's music you want? Let's see what I have here...

Lose Yourself-- Eminem

Nightmares of the Bottom -- Lil Wayne

Wanna Be Down -- Brandy

Okay --- Nivea

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Enjoy the pics yall!

that pic on top is EVERYTHING, right?

--Cogito capricornaries@hotmail.com

Pick a Dick, any Dick!

Hey Bloggers! I know, I know, I know... I've been getting HELLA emails asking on where the hell I've been. It's been like 2 weeks without a post? Well...

I don't have some fabulous story about being abducted by aliens or on some top secret CIA mission as an alibi for where I've been. Simply put: my laptop charger broke and I couldn't get another one until today. Those lil bitches are expensive. And plus, Rob was being an ass about it. I need to be more "responsible" and blah blah blah. Damn. I need a man. Not a father. You know?

*ugh*

Other than that... this semester is going off without a hitch! My classes are really sweet and my schedule is awesome so I'm pretty much just letting it flow... No eye-candy though in any of my classes...


But enough about me. How the hell have ya'll been??? My last post was for the tops so this post is for all my bottoms out there! Are these some pretty dicks or what?


You may recognize this song from that Lowe's commercial. I fell in love with it, and Gin Wigmore as an artist. Here's my two favorite songs from her so far. My gifts to you:


Gin Wigmore-- Cocaine

Gin Wigmore-- Hallelujah (this made my tough as tear up!)


--Cogito capricornaries@hotmail.com